Waiting for a text that I’m not going to get…

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I WANT THISSSSSSSSSSS.

Why do I even try anymore, what’s the point? You’re just not doing anything to make things easier for me. You always seem to make it a lot more difficult for me. Every time that I try, it gets harder each time. I am getting so tired of this, I don’t even know what I’m doing.

I always try to stay committed to someone but they always end up leaving.

I’m so tired of everything right now.

I don’t even know. Things have been falling out of place lately and I’m just confused. This is happening and that is happening. What’s going on!? And things keep adding on and on and that’s just not helping at all. I just need a little help at least this time, I just don’t want to drag them into my problems.

I’m trying to keep us from becoming strangers..

Even the stupidest convos that we have make me happy.

I kind of hate venting to some people.

I try to vent but I’m scared they’ll judge me. If I say something, they’ll just me off of that and not the whole story. That’s what I’m scared about. 

It sucks knowing that things can never go back to the way it used to be.